Just a Movie?

Last night we took about go to the cinema....well, when i asked him, he told me: what time? and i said -i don´t know...whatever... this nigth. The thing was that i take a shower, make my hear, i´d a nice dress, make up...and wainting. I was a kind of frustated, i suppose -as women!- to go aut before eleven, but i NEVER told him that!
Was raining and i take my book, turn on a quiet music, i was on my bed smelling my own perfume... and wainting. I was thinking "i can´t to get angry w/him". I need to take my personal responsability, but i knew deeply my thoughts: "that happend over and over again". Can I trust? or, I want trust again? I can´t change that happend for some time now, but I can work in my resposability, and i did that!
I enjoy the rest of the night, we saw the movie, and i learn more... was a good opportunity to practice.
Maybe in other opportunity i can took about my expectations...i know that i need to work in that to!

Well i think is not a good day for write in english, because i have "my days" ha ha, but i don´t want to do it in spanish.